Non Linear Time as Reality, Not an Idea.

The perception I get of "time",,is that of a measuring system , a conscious tool that tracks the rate of change,,,>ALL IS NOW<, so this constant change is ALL NOW, I used to get visions of that worm toy that rolls inside and outside it self. Time doesn't flow in one direction true,,I sense a flow of change from center of being into ALL NOW ALL WAYS,,as direction come on with linear measurement of a non linear reality.

I see Non-Linear perception and understanding of the cosmic flow as the defining difference between experience and theory. The most interesting part to me is Non-Linear time perception, much like Zen states, can be felt but not described with language. Language is a linear creation containing nouns and verbs,,this alone goes a looooong way to creating the illusion of a solid universe we are "IN", versus realizing the cosmic flow of material a much more fluid happening,,energy flow,,Electromagnetic flow and flux. So again I say Linear perception is created by describing/measuring a Non Linear reality with language and other measuring systems. 

Perceiving Non -Linear time( time as it is without being measured), and on the same level those around me that still perceive Linear time(constant measuring of time as flow of change) keeps me connected to linear time perception. I am perhaps beginning to understand possibly what Linear time perception is for.As Anthony Peake's theories states we all live our life span as many times as we wish and make changes here and there, this is experienced as "Deva Experiences" and premonitions,so perhaps those experiencing linear time and seem not to be able to understand Non Linear time as reality are still measuring their life span and will at some point stop measuring and finally experience life as it is happening? < ALL NOW ALL WAYS>

What we call "Time and Space" exist as I call it the "REAL IAM",,,Time and space exist in a Non Linear way. Linear "time" as we know it is a measurement. After pondering "what is being measured?" I realize it was the essence of SELF NOW> the rate of change that takes place now,,and kept track of, then speculated upon,,,,this action IS linear time,,if one thinks this measuring IS reality,,the mystics would say "they are asleep." I have experienced this feeling of ALL NOW NO SELF, and have come away feeling we create to BE, or BEING CREATES SELF,,,everything = everything now. One can perceive this as "I am alone in the cosmos and create to break monotony", that is a linear measurement of the same experience. To FEEL it is to KNOW it. Im beginning to understand this as a conscious language,,we both have to know the language to communicate clearly. My mistake I feel is trying to communicate what the mystics have refereed to as the "Unspeakable Self" or "The Mystery" as if I know, but hell why not? ,Im only pointing at what is happening once I stop measuring reality and face it as it is. Perhaps Im just hallucinating or dream walking, lying, wrong or just plain stupid,,its all the same to me. <IAM NOW>

When I THINK about time I experience Linear perception of time,,when I FEEL time it is ALL NOW, Non Linear,,not even Circular,,it Feels Cyclical...Mysterious.